1st December 2010

Well now there is 24 days until christmas and only 31 until the beginning of a new year!

I personally can not wait for next year, i am determind to make it a much better one than the one which has just passed! I know i tend to say it every year but i think i am finally beginning to realise i am the only one who can change my future and i need to stop letting the shit from the past few years control what i do even it is unintentional.

I cant wait to move, and i WILL get a job, a proper one thats full time, not part-time or voluntary and no more letting ppl walk all over me getting what they want at my expense! Im fed up of ppl dictating to me how my life should be cause im nice and dont want to tell them where to stick it incase i hurt their feelings, its become pretty clear no-one gives my feelings the same consideration.

Sounds a little like im on a rant but i am actually feeling very positive, for the first time in a long time i know what i want and the steps to achieve it the only person who can stop me now is me so i say BRING IT ON!

Anyway i am going to go and watch an episode of Fringe!

TC xx

Morning:)

Before i start i have to link this, its funny! http://xfactor.itv.com/2010/videos/video/watch_the-ballad-of-matt-and-aiden_item_201598.htm

So i slept like crap, i was up being sick all night dunno wtf is wrong with me, it seems im always ill these days with something :(

Bonus is however that i am going to stay in my PJ's allllll day woop woop! and probably sleep, drink tea and watch crappy films just the way i like it lol!

I will tune in later! Enjoy your snowy Novemeber 30th :)

Snowy Pics!

Pics of the snow! The hedge is the 1st pic is suppose to be the size it is in the 2nd pic but as u see it collapsed from the weight!

Snooowwww!

Wooo its not just snowing a lil, its snowing a lot! First time it has snowed this early since 1993 which is shockingly 17 year ago /gasp. I had fun with the kids playing snowball fights hehe. Im currently wondering whether or not i will make it home tomorrow, lets hope the roads are open:)

I went to get Chloe some wellies and came back with other stuff aswell, as is always the case:)

Im feeling a funny today bit of stomach ache, i hate not feeling 100% it sucks. Im sure sleep will do me good, i believe it fixes everything possible lol.

X-Factor is on tonight didnt really want to watch it in protest but its part of the weekend and Adam loves watching it with me so i guess its better than watching other crap thats on.

Anyways i best get going! Enjoy your Saturday night

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A Good Read!

Hello!

So i have been busy and not writing in as often as i should but i am attmpting to do this more from now on.

I have just finished reading a book by Stephanie Mayer called The Host, apparently this is being made into a film. Its not my usual sort of book but after reading and really enjoying the Twilight series i thought i would try it and it was way better than my expectations. Each chapter was unpredicable and which the scope of characters you never really knew what was going to happen. It was sci-fi meets romance and very very well written. Anyone who enjoyed the Twilight series or a good romance, or sci-fi should give it a read. I would also recommend it for anyone who is looking for something new to read! I would give this 5/5 stars!

I have started watching Fringe ( yes i know.. im a late bloomer) and i think its great, always nice to see Joshua Jackson in something he is still as good looking as he was in Dawsons Creek:P

I went to see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows at the cinema in Denmark and it was great, i was a lil dubious about sitting there for 2.5 hours but the time flew by i didnt even realise it was at the end until it finished, i am really looking forward to the final part!

Can you believe its almost christmas, yet again i have more to buy than money to buy it with hehe! Typical uni only give out the remanining grant in January -.-

Talking of uni its not going as well as i would have hoped, im finding the modules very dull and have lasped with one of them so much i doubt i will pass so am considering pulling out. I am thinking i may have been better going with the Law masters instead now, but we will see.

I am looking for jobs in Scotland, i plan to move up there sometime next year, sooner the better.

Anyway i better go get some lunch or i will be late for the bus to the kids!

Bye:)

Its been a while...

Well... Whats happened since i last posted?

To start with i went to the Dominican Republic which was amazing and omfg sooo hot, i could barely cope, being a woman who likes snow etc it was certainly interesting but was the trip of a lifetime, my lovely man took me so thank you very much hehe:)

I have started working for the probation service for me and im currently doing some training. Im due to start the final year of my masters in about a weeks time.

I have decided that once i am done in June i will be looking for jobs in Scotland and London so i plan to move away, preferably to Edinburgh though, what an amazing place.

I had an awesome day with Michelle and Peter the other week, made me realise how much i miss everyone from uni and i wish i could see them all the time. I see Peter more than the others but its still not enough.

Both the kids went back to school, my lil girl started full time and she is loving it and my son is coming on with his reading skills brilliantly.

I feel like i am always busy but never really doing anything, i am going to the gym a lot during the week and walking so much my legs feel like they should be removed lol.

I watched all the Twilight films and they are fantastic, Team Jacob ftw!

I also watched 2 films which were amazing, deep, emotional and the quotes in them really had an affect on my perspective - Fight Club and Dorian Gray - i would recommend both to anyone!

I am currently reading a book titled - Pretty Little Things by Jilliane Hoffman and i have recently read a few DCI Banks novels. I have Stephanie Myers - The Host and Stephen Kings - Under the Dome to read next, both i am looking forward too.

That seems to sum up the last few months pretty much, just lil ole boring me :D

Oh and i watched SATC 2 - Not as good as no.1 but still awesome!

I might have some poems to update with soon though :D

Take Care xxx

Checking In!

Hey,

So its been a while since i last checked in so lets see whats going on in my life. Uni is almost over till October and its been hard, doing my masters has certainly been challenging but enjoyable.
My ex asked me to start again with him and he would move here from DK, it took me a good month plus to make the decision but i did and decided to give it another go. Its not been easy tho i have a lot of trust issues now and i am insecure about us but hopefully in time that will change, he is definatly trying hard.
The kids are doing really good, growing so fast they are so beautiful im incredibly lucky to have them both.

I was suppose to go to Malaga but this daft ash cloud meant it was cancelled so no jolly hols for me thhis year :( booooo

There is not much else really going on, i got a new laptop, phone and ipod, i also got an external hdd to store all my films, music and photos etc. Im still looking for a job its a nightmare trying to find one right now but all i can do is keep trying.

I watched Twilight and New Moon recently, both were a lot better than i expected, and OMG Sex and the City 2 will be out on the 28th May.. i cant wait!!!

Anyways im gonna go chill a little before bed! Goodnight :)

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Awesome April!

Well this April is going to be awesome, not only is it mine and my daughters birthday but i am going away..twice.. i cant wait!

Just a quick note before i head to bed! :)

NN xx

L.O.V.E

One of the best feelings in the world is falling in love, its exciting, thrilling, nerving, unpredictable, scary, wonderful and so many more things...Even the hurt that comes with it is something to be marvelled, to feel that pain is to feel the complete opposite of serenity and happiness that comes with it.

I love love, the good parts and the bad <3

To love is to learn and to hurt is to grow, personal strength is all you need to get through it and everyone has that! :)

Now.. go fall in love!!!! <3

Thoughts of Love

Kris-cross memories floating in my head,
Bringing thoughts of a love i once thought dead,
Could this be it, a third time around,
Something we both crave for but previously had drowned.
A future of us together,
Through the stormiest weather.
These questions sit unanswered,
The truth we may not know,
Together we can plant the seeds,
With a hope to watch them grow.

by Me!

Luminious Shimmers and Sunlight Glimmers

Unknown is the day about to break,
Soft floating a star-like flake,
Lands upon the grass giving luminious shimmers,
As i look out of the window the sunlight glimmers.
I see you standing there in the light of the dawn,
A smile so fresh like a daisy on a cold winter morn,
I ask myself 'could this be true'?
Together again, fresh and new,
Then in comes the dusk of the day,
There is no way that i can say,
With all my heart like a freshly released dove,
Nothing can compare to our love.

by Me!

Endless

Endless is the iew of vast uncertainty,
Invisible in the white abyss,
Flakes of falling snow,
Wondering will this feeling of love grow.
Buring desire in the heat of the flames,
My heart cant take these twisted games,
Fear running through my veins,
Pure like the poisoned bite from a snake.

by Me!

Did You Ever?

Did you ever love me?
Did you ever care?
Everything you said to me,
Is high up in the air,
Were you ever honest?
Was i ever yours?
Its hard to feel anything,
Anything from you at all.
Was i just a quick fix?
To give you what you need?
Did i ever mean to you,
What you said i would?
The answers i will never know,
The games you seem to play,
Are the reason why my hearts afray.

by Me!

Honesty

You cut me deep with your words of truth,
You ruined my dreams with your honesty,
With seconds gone just standing still,
The world around me crumbles.
On the floor, desperate,
For a sign, a love, a touch,
I wanted you but you shut me out,
And now my world is empty.

by Me :)

Life!

Well its being a pretty busy old time lately with uni and other things taking control, although i admit i could be keeping up to date a little better than i have.

I am looking forward to the summer, the sun makes me feel so positive, like i can accomplish anything. The winter has been very cold and its being snowing on and off now for about 3 months and as usual the UK had a meltdown because of it hehe.

Thats it from me at the mo, gonna type up some more poems so watch this space!..

xoxox