Its been a while...

Well, as the post title says, its been a while since i wrote anything.

Life has become pretty busy lately, doing loads of cases for Victim Support and i have had so much reading to do for uni also, which i am really enjoying, i find myself taking on new attitudes and opinions, thoughts changing immensly from what they were previously.

I went out with the girls the other week and had a great night, got very drunk and danced a lot as usual, it was great to let my hair down for a change.

I took the kids halloweening, it was fun, although not as much fun as it use to be, no-one hardly answers the door anymore, bless the poor little kiddies all exicted ready to trick and treat :(

Weather is really cold now, can you believe Christmas is only 7 weeks away....and my son's 6th birthday is at the end of this month also. Time goes so quickly, makes you realise just how much of it you spend wasting on doing absolutely nothing or on things so trivial they dont even matter.

Anyways thats all i have to say for now i best get on with doing some more research for my assignment which is due in soon.

TTFN xx

When Harry Met Sally...

I have just watched when Harry Met Sally, first time ever. What a great film, the humour is great, classic, unlike the 'American Pie' sense most films have now which is predictable and only funny once. Films like that make New York look so amazing in winter, i wish i could spend a christmas there, who knows one day maybe i will.

I also wish i had a 'Harry' of my own too, not even really for the relationship part but the friendship part, altho i wouldnt say no to the rest hehe.

The weather has started to get very cold now, i will be hunting out my scarf and gloves and a thicker coat to wear.

I start uni this week and i cant wait, i also have my probation interview on friday woop woop.

I cant believe how quickly the end of the year is approaching, im kinda glad for it, who knows what a new year will bring..

Hope everyone had a good weekend and is having a good week xxx

My Week So Far...

I had an awesome day yesterday!!

I went to uni to for the first day of freshers week and got loads of freebies... gotta love the freebies.
The best part was seeing Petree and Talie, was nice to see people, allow me to connect with the real world again, feels like so long i have been living in some remote world of my own. I really should see people more. Im gonna go to Whitby soon and see Petree, nice to have some intelligent convo ( not been sarcastic Petree!).

Im sat designing some letters for some wall art at the mo, might aswell make some use of all the fabric i have.

I got another client from work today, thats 4 i have now! I also got my dates confirmed for the Homicide training i am going on, 2 weekends staying in a hotel :)

Anyways im off now, Hope your having a good week!

oh woop woop

Yay i went to uni yesterday and picked my modules and everything, i was given a free usb memory stick too. I picked High Risk Offenders as my specialist module, so this year i will be learning Contemporary criminological theory and High risk offenders. Next yr i will be doing Quantitive research methods, Qualitative research methods and Contemporary Criminal Justice and of course my dissertation module.

Spoke to Petree yesterday and the day before which was awesome, that young man should get online more, he is thinking of coming in for the freshers week and we may meet up with Talie for lunch :)

Im currently enjoying a lush Kopperberg Pear Cider is sooooooooooo nice om nom nom.

Anyhooo thats all for now, Bye x

If I Could Tell You....

If I Could Tell You

Time will say nothing but I told you so, Time only knows the price we have to pay; If I could tell you I would let you know. If we should weep when clowns put on their show, If we should stumble when musicians play, Time will say nothing but I told you so. There are no fortunes to be told, although, Because I love you more than I can say, If I could tell you I would let you know. The winds must come from somewhere when they blow, There must be reasons why the leaves decay; Time will say nothing but I told you so. Perhaps the roses really want to grow, The vision seriously intends to stay; If I could tell you I would let you know. Suppose all the lions get up and go, And all the brooks and soldiers run away; Will Time say nothing but I told you so? If I could tell you I would let you know. W.H. Auden

Sleep Deprived

Ok its officially driving me crazy, i havnt slept properly in nearly a week and last night was the worst. I dont know whats going on my mind is all over thinking about random crap nothing even mostly that matters.

I went for a walk tonight to try and clear my head. It was really nice, i walked all around the field and over near the Priory i took some pictures but my phone was dying so i couldnt take many. Sometimes i spend so much time walking around here i forget to open my eyes and see what a nice place i live in, full of history its just so lovely.

I was at work early with a client this morning and did a fair amount of walking about, i have been trying to wear myself out maybe i wasnt doing enough excerise to make me tired.

Just a quick one today only just getting my brain to co-ordinate my hands so i will drop it at a later date:)

Daydreams

We all do it, i love to do it, all my goals, fears, needs and wants, they are all in mine. What do you daydream about?

Here is a little poem for you:)

Daydreams

Whenever i day dream,
and day dream i do,
in my secret garden,
i day dream of you.

I day dream of you,
in a far away land,
embracing me tight,
and holding my hand.

Holding my hand,
and touching my face,
just you and me,
in this peaceful place.

In this peaceful place,
a pristine river flows,
where the unicorns run,
and a breeze always blows,

A breeze always blows,
and sings of a song,
our love in a place,
where your never gone.

Where your never gone,
as it would seem,
from dusk until dawn,
whenever i day dream.

And whenever i day dream,
and day dream i do,
in my secret garden,
i day dream of you.