Tuesday, 29 September 2009

My Week So Far...

I had an awesome day yesterday!!

I went to uni to for the first day of freshers week and got loads of freebies... gotta love the freebies.
The best part was seeing Petree and Talie, was nice to see people, allow me to connect with the real world again, feels like so long i have been living in some remote world of my own. I really should see people more. Im gonna go to Whitby soon and see Petree, nice to have some intelligent convo ( not been sarcastic Petree!).

Im sat designing some letters for some wall art at the mo, might aswell make some use of all the fabric i have.

I got another client from work today, thats 4 i have now! I also got my dates confirmed for the Homicide training i am going on, 2 weekends staying in a hotel :)

Anyways im off now, Hope your having a good week!

Thursday, 24 September 2009

oh woop woop

Yay i went to uni yesterday and picked my modules and everything, i was given a free usb memory stick too. I picked High Risk Offenders as my specialist module, so this year i will be learning Contemporary criminological theory and High risk offenders. Next yr i will be doing Quantitive research methods, Qualitative research methods and Contemporary Criminal Justice and of course my dissertation module.

Spoke to Petree yesterday and the day before which was awesome, that young man should get online more, he is thinking of coming in for the freshers week and we may meet up with Talie for lunch :)

Im currently enjoying a lush Kopperberg Pear Cider is sooooooooooo nice om nom nom.

Anyhooo thats all for now, Bye x

Saturday, 19 September 2009

If I Could Tell You....


If I Could Tell You




Time will say nothing but I told you so,
Time only knows the price we have to pay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

If we should weep when clowns put on their show,
If we should stumble when musicians play,
Time will say nothing but I told you so.

There are no fortunes to be told, although,
Because I love you more than I can say,
If I could tell you I would let you know.

The winds must come from somewhere when they blow,
There must be reasons why the leaves decay;
Time will say nothing but I told you so.

Perhaps the roses really want to grow,
The vision seriously intends to stay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

Suppose all the lions get up and go,
And all the brooks and soldiers run away;
Will Time say nothing but I told you so?
If I could tell you I would let you know.

W.H. Auden

Thursday, 17 September 2009

Sleep Deprived

Ok its officially driving me crazy, i havnt slept properly in nearly a week and last night was the worst. I dont know whats going on my mind is all over thinking about random crap nothing even mostly that matters.

I went for a walk tonight to try and clear my head. It was really nice, i walked all around the field and over near the Priory i took some pictures but my phone was dying so i couldnt take many. Sometimes i spend so much time walking around here i forget to open my eyes and see what a nice place i live in, full of history its just so lovely.

I was at work early with a client this morning and did a fair amount of walking about, i have been trying to wear myself out maybe i wasnt doing enough excerise to make me tired.

Just a quick one today only just getting my brain to co-ordinate my hands so i will drop it at a later date:)

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Daydreams

We all do it, i love to do it, all my goals, fears, needs and wants, they are all in mine. What do you daydream about?

Here is a little poem for you:)

Daydreams

Whenever i day dream,
and day dream i do,
in my secret garden,
i day dream of you.

I day dream of you,
in a far away land,
embracing me tight,
and holding my hand.

Holding my hand,
and touching my face,
just you and me,
in this peaceful place.

In this peaceful place,
a pristine river flows,
where the unicorns run,
and a breeze always blows,

A breeze always blows,
and sings of a song,
our love in a place,
where your never gone.

Where your never gone,
as it would seem,
from dusk until dawn,
whenever i day dream.

And whenever i day dream,
and day dream i do,
in my secret garden,
i day dream of you.

Sands of Time

The sweet kiss of the sun,
A golden glimpse of temptation,
Rays reflecting your beauty,
A mirage across my mind.

Burning hot with desire,
Watching the sands of time,
Rushing over me like a wave,
Will you ever be mine.

The moonlit glow across the sea,
The tide moving in and out,
Sandcastles like memories washing away,
Fading like our romance.

by Me!

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

Checking in.....

I thought it was about time i checked in. I had an ok weekend, finally got my acceptence letter from uni, i also got a phone call off them today saying my induction is next week woop, bascially that means my first class, not sure when i am suppose to enrol though but i did get an email about online registration maybe that has something to do with it. I will probably get a letter or something off them about it if not i will call them.

Im a litle discombobulated about some things but i need to figure them out before i write it down otherwise it will end up in some vague rant or something.

ohh i sorted all my clothes out and threw out loads and even 3 pairs of shoes.. a record for me lol.

I am watching a prog at the mo called Lost Land of the Volcano, some of the animals look amazing Birds of Paradise are so pretty but ewwww at some of the insects, i bet there are a million huge spiders /puke

off to watch some more :O

Bye x