Luminious Shimmers and Sunlight Glimmers

Unknown is the day about to break,
Soft floating a star-like flake,
Lands upon the grass giving luminious shimmers,
As i look out of the window the sunlight glimmers.
I see you standing there in the light of the dawn,
A smile so fresh like a daisy on a cold winter morn,
I ask myself 'could this be true'?
Together again, fresh and new,
Then in comes the dusk of the day,
There is no way that i can say,
With all my heart like a freshly released dove,
Nothing can compare to our love.

by Me!

Endless

Endless is the iew of vast uncertainty,
Invisible in the white abyss,
Flakes of falling snow,
Wondering will this feeling of love grow.
Buring desire in the heat of the flames,
My heart cant take these twisted games,
Fear running through my veins,
Pure like the poisoned bite from a snake.

by Me!

Did You Ever?

Did you ever love me?
Did you ever care?
Everything you said to me,
Is high up in the air,
Were you ever honest?
Was i ever yours?
Its hard to feel anything,
Anything from you at all.
Was i just a quick fix?
To give you what you need?
Did i ever mean to you,
What you said i would?
The answers i will never know,
The games you seem to play,
Are the reason why my hearts afray.

by Me!

Honesty

You cut me deep with your words of truth,
You ruined my dreams with your honesty,
With seconds gone just standing still,
The world around me crumbles.
On the floor, desperate,
For a sign, a love, a touch,
I wanted you but you shut me out,
And now my world is empty.

by Me :)

Life!

Well its being a pretty busy old time lately with uni and other things taking control, although i admit i could be keeping up to date a little better than i have.

I am looking forward to the summer, the sun makes me feel so positive, like i can accomplish anything. The winter has been very cold and its being snowing on and off now for about 3 months and as usual the UK had a meltdown because of it hehe.

Thats it from me at the mo, gonna type up some more poems so watch this space!..

xoxox

Its been a while...

Well, as the post title says, its been a while since i wrote anything.

Life has become pretty busy lately, doing loads of cases for Victim Support and i have had so much reading to do for uni also, which i am really enjoying, i find myself taking on new attitudes and opinions, thoughts changing immensly from what they were previously.

I went out with the girls the other week and had a great night, got very drunk and danced a lot as usual, it was great to let my hair down for a change.

I took the kids halloweening, it was fun, although not as much fun as it use to be, no-one hardly answers the door anymore, bless the poor little kiddies all exicted ready to trick and treat :(

Weather is really cold now, can you believe Christmas is only 7 weeks away....and my son's 6th birthday is at the end of this month also. Time goes so quickly, makes you realise just how much of it you spend wasting on doing absolutely nothing or on things so trivial they dont even matter.

Anyways thats all i have to say for now i best get on with doing some more research for my assignment which is due in soon.

TTFN xx

When Harry Met Sally...

I have just watched when Harry Met Sally, first time ever. What a great film, the humour is great, classic, unlike the 'American Pie' sense most films have now which is predictable and only funny once. Films like that make New York look so amazing in winter, i wish i could spend a christmas there, who knows one day maybe i will.

I also wish i had a 'Harry' of my own too, not even really for the relationship part but the friendship part, altho i wouldnt say no to the rest hehe.

The weather has started to get very cold now, i will be hunting out my scarf and gloves and a thicker coat to wear.

I start uni this week and i cant wait, i also have my probation interview on friday woop woop.

I cant believe how quickly the end of the year is approaching, im kinda glad for it, who knows what a new year will bring..

Hope everyone had a good weekend and is having a good week xxx